The new option

So,  I have been smoking for a very long time. More then half my life actually. "L" my oldest daughter has been begging me to quit since she found out that smoking is bad...

Well, Im hoping to have found my answer now. I bought an "e-cigarette".  It contains no tobacco and none of the other 4000 other chemicals in a regular cigarette. All it is is liguid nicotine and water. You still exhale "smoke" but actually its just water vapor.

Its been pretty interesting so far. I just got it today in the mail.

I will have give a more better evaluation of it when I have been using it more. But it really looks just like a cigarette. A little heavier.. and the end lights up in a red or blue LED light. You can also choose different colors to get it in also. So you can make them really look fake. I chose not to do that right now.

Dont my nails look nice?? lol

The hardest part about the whole thing, seriously? Is the NOT going outside to do it. It feels REALLY weird being able to sit here in my chair and puff on it now and then. 

Thankfully, the "e-juice" (the liquid nicotine) can be bought in different levels.. like high, medium, low and zero (meaning NO nicotine). You buy the high first and then work your way down. 

So here is to the new option..a healthier if you have to smoke option. Im really hoping that this will get me off real cigarettes!!! 

~healthy e-cigs and changes~

Kelly

Stuff nightmares are made out of....

Ok, so yesterday I had to take "B" (middle daughter who is 5 yrs old) to the Dentist. She had to be sedated and have some work done.  They take us out of the waiting room and into the sedation room where they will give her  a "cocktail" (taste like bananas apparently) and wait for her to fall asleep. This room is pretty small.. It has like a toddler shaped mattress and a counter with a sink. Well on the counter is this creature...

Which everyone said at first looks like a penquin.

But lets ignore for a minute what animal this is suppose to be.. THE TEETH!! Holy cow, its a stuffed animal with human teeth!!  I have NO idea who would come up with this...but obviously its not someone who has children!

Ok, so here is a better picture of the "creature"

Its a MONKEY!!

I cant think of the name right now, but there was this horror movie about a monkey that turned on his keeper and became evil killer monkey.  This is totally like that!  Thankfully "B" didnt seem to care (dentist are awesome drug dealers man..lol) I, on the other hand, wanted to put this thing in the stupid corner, but was afraid I would "offend" him and he would come after me!! 

Personally Im afraid of clowns. Clown figurines are soo scary its not even funny. USPS has a commercial out now about a clown figurine. I HATE that commercial, but so understand how the family feels! But this monkey, with human teeth, makes the list.. 

I am really hoping that by next week when I have to take "J" (my 4 yr old son) that his monkey will NOT be in the room..if he is, I might have to ask that he be removed.. and hopefully not offend him in the process! 

Here is another picture of something that happed over the summer that wasnt so nice either. 

Thought I would add it in, since Im talking about the stuff nightmares are made out of.  I love frogs, have a huge collection of them. (not real frogs) And harming this poor little frog while driving one evening hurt my heart... but it is funny how he ended up..lol

~Scary Teeth Monkeys and Frogs~

Kelly

First Blog!! Soo exciting!

Hello out there!! (echo echo echo)  I have decided that I need to claim my own little spot on the internet to put my 2 cents in!
Im still not 100% sure how I will use this. But I will roll with the flow and see where it takes me!!

So a little about me...hmm.. Im 31 years old.. mother of 3 and in the process of a divorce.. (dont worry, this is SOO not becoming a divorce blog or a man hater blog)

So, yeah, I have no idea what else to write about now.. (great start to blogging! LOL) I still need to figure out how exactly this site works and what I can and cant do...and it will get better from there!!!

blogging and thinking-
Kelly